Unfamiliar Sound

When did it come to this
Yesterday you couldn't stop telling me how much I was missed
Left it with a kiss
Now we always pissed
Never thinking about how it affects the kid
I want a family with you why can't you understand
But the way you act makes me think there is another man
But we fall apart
Break my heart in more ways than one
Now the only thing that brightens my day is the sun
Our son oh how he is growing up
I wanted to grow old with you but what I do is never enough
So you leave
Me to believe
That there is no more love
The struggle has come between us
All the memories never happened
The screams replace all the laughing
This is everything I never imagined
Love turned to hate how tragic
I just want us to work
But you don't seem to care how much it hurts
My pride keeps me alive
When I feel dead inside
You show me all my worth
How times change
I remember it all so clearly
I wish the pain went away
You can't even be near me
Because you say you fear me
The feelings were so endearing
Now when I speak from my heart you can't hear me
You don't look at me the same anymore
This is the most difficult thing I have ever endured
All this suffering had no cure
I almost pulled out a ring for our future
But the fighting made me say no more
Now I live in remorse
I have no last resort
I even almost had to take it to court
We supposed to be married girl
Your mine an I'm yours
Tell me what is this all for
I grew up with out a father
He cheated on my mother
Iv been faithful I want no other
I don't want us raising this child with out each other
I wish it could be different
I don't want all the pictures of our son and me with you missing
Love brought us here
Now it appears to have disappeared
It is me wanting you to be in my arms where you belong
But this hopeless dream seems so far
It's so hard
I pretend to not care
I swear I wear and tear and I can't bare
Looking at the pillow next to me and your not there
What we had was so rare
It's time to settle down
I want you around
In today's world love is such an unfamiliar sound
Is it too late to play it now?

- Jigsaw