Mysterious Belly Dancer

I see you smile 
Does that mean I make you feel good

All the while I'm wondering 

If I even should 

I make you laugh because you think I'm funny 

The matter of fact I'm trying to

Turn you into a love junkie 

Hesitant with my every move

Because the truth 

Is that you are someone I'm not willing to lose

Something about you

Can't wrap my mind around it

No replacement or substitute 

You got my heart don't know where you found it 

When I'm with you 

Everything else disappears

Caught in the moment 

Memories seem so clear 

I'm just hoping we didn't meet each other too young 

Because feelings like this only can occur once

I want your trust

It's not just lust

Take it slow we don't need to rush

I close my eyes

I see your face 

I cannot hide

I'm seeking your grace

Without you I'm out of place

Just waiting for the day

You come back to take me away

Walk or run

In winter cold or summer sun

Fly or climb

Rain or shine

I'm pursuing you until your mine 

When we kiss I'm lifted 

Hold my bliss grant my wishes 

You can't speak how you feel

But I'm willing to listen

I'm not illiterate but you can be hard to read

I hope I never have to chuck up the deuce I'm not talking peace 

I want you to myself I dont care if it's a form of greed 

Follow my lead

I can take you to serenity 

If belonging is what you need

Start with me

Ever felt a passion so real it becomes hard to breathe 

Ever get caught up so deep 

You are buried underneath

Your dreams

Becoming reality 

Holding you tight 

I hear your heart speak 

It's empty 

With a sign that pleads no 

Entering 

Yearning for someone to make a key

To set your love free

Distant from everyone who is persistent 

In giving you attention 

Experiencing but not learning from its lessons

Your words are your weapons

Close yourself up for your own protection 

Coming off aggressive 

So the pain is deflected

Pain aimed in your direction 

You can't show affection

But I'm here still

Trying to make a decision 

Waiting on you I'm not trying to risk it

The feelings I miss it

But I already cleaned up a murder scene with no whiteness 

You got me to the point I can't ask about your past

 Because I get jealous of you being with another man

I can't ask you what is the furthest you've gone 

Because I know I'm not the only one

What you think of me though

You never answer 

I wonder if I will ever know

The mysterious belly dancer 

Hope you don't portray the wrong image 

I can come as a surprise no ribbon 

Given our current position 

I question if it's worth it

Thinking of you you seem so perfect 

But I know something worth having doesn't come easy 

But you thinking the same isn't easy believing 

I think so much about you I don't think you understand 

To get me on your mind I do everything I can 

I try to win you over 

With so many methods 

With my actions and the way I form a sentence 

I am kind and intelligent 

But how much I offer never seemed so relevant 

I know I can care too much

I can come too strong 

It can be so tough 

Getting this to last long

I'm dedicated and patient 

I'v been in the past relationships

The memories I can't erase em

Damaged yet ready to go

I'm hoping to see sunshine at the end of our road  

Your laugh brings me to paradise 

I don't need a vacation to take pressures off my life

I focus on every detail 

I don't want my plan to fail

Because I know I am two years older

I know you are not allowed to date 

I know girls grow colder

The longer the nice guy stays

It's easier for them to get over

So I try to change

Adjust to keep your interest 

I can't be the same

Because last time I was taken advantage of by the minute 

I see your independence 

And strong mentality 

I have heard your intentions 

All along my fantasy 

Every summer you go to Mexico

Will I be able to let go

I don't won't to be the one from back home 

You have aspirations and goals just like me 

I admire every asset that's why I can't leave 

I think about things you never will 

I know it's temporary I'm trying to keep time still

Next year I'm willing to make it work 

Hopefully you will in return 

It probably not one of your concerns 

That is something I have come to learn 

Used to telling people how I feel 

Now more then ever I try to conceal 

Because I'm on a high that is surreal 

I don't even know how I feel 

I keep thinking maybe if your mom meets me it will be different 

She will like me and let me visit 

So every time we see each other it isn't a lie or secret 

We can't even talk on the phone what kind of relationship is it

Most guys tell me that couldn't do what I am

That's just me because you are something I must have 

Now I know I'm going to college 

And so much will happen 

Live in the fast lane 

With no belt fastened 

But I'm falling 

Like a dummy that's crashing 

Right out of the fairy tale like magic 

I'm pushing as far as I can 

Hope this is an idea you can stand 

I mean I am caught in between 

Feelings and hope 

Reasons that provoke 

My present confusion 

But your so my type it creates an illusion 

That proves it

I am clueless

- Jigsaw